your teeth leave different scars by camelopardalisinblue, literature
Literature
your teeth leave different scars
what they didn't tell me--
the amnesiac is
61.8% water &
on watching the night
close its eyes on you,
I only know beauty;
maybe Anne Sexton was on to something
& for the woman shamed,
arise and breathe. Seabones
with taciturn eyes
after we lost him:
mermaid thirst for
cruelest love.
Your virginity is like an envelope,
a lover's observations on
post-it notes, cupping rice
always, and always.
1: sometime in the last hour,
i've held a small knife to my chest
where beneath scarred skin, ribs and lung
my stubborn heart resides:
between these pretty covers,
my pathetic letters slump into the next
like falling dominoes:
these inky dates are
running together with carelessly
spent tears and melting wax.
2: sometime in the last two months,
i failed at living
and i failed
at
dying
and i found there is a different kind of thrill
to slicing over veins with no intention
of suicide
and i realised there is nothing quite the same
as the taste of isolation, of fake-
bitter words when i finally understand
i'm giving out the tru
i don't remember if i said goodbye by jikivigoig, literature
Literature
i don't remember if i said goodbye
i catch myself on the snags of maybes
and happy seconds:
i miss you more than words can say.
as much as i longed for your hands around
my neck to loosen just a little,
in all honesty,
i never really wanted you to let go
so completely.
you were the potent hope
congealing in my eyes, as undeserved as
it was, and then you were the barren death
i cradled almost helplessly in my nail-bitten hands.
i trap myself
with perhaps-i-could-have and was-i-
had-i-did-i-
and tired, scribbled-over sentences
wondering if you
remember
how much i love(d) you.
I have been accused
of bedding muses in a line;
tucking them deep in the soil, and then:
a whole season
to sample their fruit She was
sweet and salty,
a queen with a Euphrates mouth;
o, she was long and sultry soot
and soot, rolling upon us, the depths
braved for a taste And I
would cross the Red Sea again,
skin a black flag in the sun
for my efforts
for the single harvest to drink
To be the simple harvester
of her keep
faithful and quietly distant by Hfeather53, literature
Literature
faithful and quietly distant
i was given a belly of rocks;
each stone asks, "plant me," so i do.
each spring blesses me with the same stony seeds,
and i thank the god of my childhood
for his faithfulness -
i continue to dig up what i've buried,
but i wonder,
what of the blood from labor-worn fingers
and the sweat
and the lust that i've spilled each season -
where is my return on that?
the god of my adulthood stays silently distant
while i groan along with the pebbles,
"use me?"
and i dig,
and i dig.
"use me,"
the rocks cry and i join them,
begging the dirt for kindness and the heavens
for answers the earth has swallowed and
yet to spit-up.
22-02-2013
(on the back of a school form)
it gets to a point
when your wounds graduate
from frantic scratches
and time-consuming grazes
to gaping skin flap
screams.
25-02-2013
(on a scrap of blue-lined paper)
my body needs a chance to
heal.
26-02-2013
(on white paper with 'Wednesday, February-" printed on the back)
it's hard to write
when my words are
choked with tears.
28-02-2013
(on a blood-stained tissue)
there is no
chance of
recovery
when all that
lives within
me
is blood
and an
inescapable wish
to escape.
2-03-2013
(on a page torn from my journal)
i breathe the life of an addict.
watch me wither.
i need someone to witness thi
Poets have the loneliest hearts. by DearPoetry, literature
Literature
Poets have the loneliest hearts.
I drink morphine
like peach tea;
down 6 pills by morning
just to keep my mind
filled up
with nothing.
& I know I can go days
without speaking a word
but-
I want a moon shy girl
with wolves at her back,
bite mark ankles &
a bottle of writer’s tears
tucked under one arm.
I want to be end of the war
kisses bruised into her hipbones;
the epilogue written over her
tiger-striped skin.
With these wisteria limbs
February cold, &
these weak lungs
exhaling coralline whispers,
I’ve got a tongue for words
but still have no idea how to love
a universe girl.